प्रतिभा: एक अजनबी से मुलाकात


कृपया ऊपर दी हुई स्टार रेटिंग का उपयोग कर इस कहानी को रेटिंग दे!

संपादक के विचार: हम नहीं चाहते कि इस कहानी को पढ़कर पाठक समझे कि क्रॉसड्रेसर कहीं से भी किसी पुरुष या स्त्री से कमतर है. इस कहानी का विषय आपके लिए ज़रुरत से कहीं अधिक हॉट और सेक्सी हो सकता है. आपको चेतावनी दी जा चुकी है.

लेखिका: प्रतिभा मेहरा

Click here to read this story in English

जीवन के उतार चढाव से गुज़रते वक़्त परिवर्तन हमारे जीवन में चलता रहता है. और इस परिवर्तन की यात्रा में हम कुछ नया ढूंढ पाते है कुछ नया सिख पाते है

हर किसी की तरह, मेरी ज़िन्दगी में उतार चढ़ाव थे जिसने मुझे अपने बारे में कुछ जानने का अवसर दिया कि मैं वाकई में कौन हूँ और क्या चाहता हूँ. मेरा नाम रोहित है, ३२ साल का शादी शुदा इंसान और मुंबई में रहने वाला, एक MNC में काम करता हूँ. यह मेरी आत्मा-साक्षात्कार की कहानी है, एक कहानी उस दिन की जब मेरी दुनिया हमेशा हमेशा के लिए बदल गयी. Continue reading “प्रतिभा: एक अजनबी से मुलाकात”

Pratibha: A wild encounter


Please use the star ratings above to rate this story!

Editor’s note: We do not want our readers to feel that crossdressers are lesser than man/woman in any way. The subject matter of this story may be too hot for you to handle. You have been warned!

Author: Pratibha Mehra

इस कहानी को हिंदी में पढने के लिए क्लिक करे

Transformation is a process, and as life happens there are tons of ups and downs. It’s a journey of discovery – there are moments on mountaintops and moments in deep valleys of despair.

Like everyone else in this world, my life had its ups and downs, and that led me to discover who I really was. I am Rohit, 32 yr old married guy from Mumbai, working for an MNC and with a great taste for finer things in life. And this is my story of self-discovery, a story about an incident when my world and my life turned upside down completely. Continue reading “Pratibha: A wild encounter”

हल्दी कुमकुम: एक अनुभव


कृपया ऊपर दिए हुए स्टार रेटिंग का उपयोग कर कहानी को रेट करे!

“क्या एक क्रॉस-ड्रेसर के लिए औरत होने का अनुभव सिर्फ औरतों वाले कपडे पहनने तक ही सीमित है? या उसके आगे भी कुछ है? पढ़िए एक अनजान पाठक द्वारा भेजी हुई एक कोमल कहानी.”

 

Read this story in English

मेरी जैसी औरतों की ज़िन्दगी भी कितनी तनहा अकेली होती है. अच्छी भली जवान होते हुए भी घर से बाहर एक औरत के रूप में निकल नहीं सकती और घर के भीतर, और ३ लडको के साथ रहते हुए मेरे लिए औरत बनकर रहना संभव नहीं था. “लोग क्या कहेंगे?”, मन में ऐसे सवाल तो हर क्रॉस-ड्रेसर के आते है. कभी कभी सोचती हूँ कि काश लोग अपने काम से काम रखते और मुझे मेरी ज़िन्दगी जीने देते. एक औरत की तरह सजने सँवरने के सपने देखते देखते थक सी गयी थी मैं. इंतज़ार था कि कब वो सपना पूरा होगा.

आखिर इंतज़ार के बाद जब मेरी उम्र २५ के करीब हो गयी तब तक मेरे पास एक अच्छी सी नौकरी भी थी. अब आखिर में हिम्मत करके मैंने खुद अकेले के लिए एक किराये का घर ले लिया था.  बता नहीं सकती कि मन में कितनी ख़ुशी थी. आखिर वो समय आ रहा था जब अपने घर के एकांत में मैं निश्चिन्त होकर अपनी पसंद की साड़ी पहन सकूंगी. थोड़े खर्च ज़रूर बढ़ जायेंगे पर अब अपने अन्दर की औरत को मैं एक बार खिलने का मौका देना चाहती थी.
Continue reading “हल्दी कुमकुम: एक अनुभव”

Haldi Kumkum: An Experience


Please use the star ratings option above to rate this story!

“Is the experience of feeling like a true woman limited only to dressing up for crossdressers? Or is there anything more to it? Read this beautiful story contributed by an anonymous reader.”

 

 

इस कहानी को हिंदी में पढ़े

The life of women like me is usually that of loneliness. I am a young woman and yet, I could never go out as a woman. I lived with 3 other guys, so it was impossible for me to become a woman at home. “What would people say?”, that dreaded question that scares every crossdresser like me and prevents them from enjoying their life. I sometimes wish if people minded their own business and let crossdressers live their life as a woman they want to be. I was tired of dreaming of dressing up as a woman someday. I kept waiting for that day when my dream would come true.

After a long wait, when I turned 25, I finally had a job that paid well. Now, I could afford to rent a house on my own and live alone. Finally, I was going to live alone where I could fulfill my dream of wearing a saree of my choice in the solitude and comfort of my own place. I knew that living alone would mean more expenses, but expenses stopped mattering. For once, I wanted the woman in me to experience the womanhood.
Continue reading “Haldi Kumkum: An Experience”

Expression Challenge #4 Response


Expression Challenge #4 Response

Hi Ladies, we are so happy to bring all your beautiful responses you submitted for Expression Challenge #4 for the above picture. It was really fun to read all your responses. Read all your beautiful submissions below. (You can find all our past challenges here!)

Congratulations Kritika, Ramya Crossy, Puneri Priyanka and Sharma Asha Sangeeta. Your entries have been selected as editor’s choice!

Continue reading “Expression Challenge #4 Response”

Varsha: The Drama Begins


Please use the star ratings above to rate this story!

Click here to read all the parts of this story

Note: This story is contributed by our lovely reader, Lakshmi Seetha. We have not edited this story in any way. All rights for this story belong to the original author.

“Varshan…….WAKE UP”, my mom came running towards me with my tooth brush. “Wake up…wake up, it 7am. It’s getting late”, she repeated again and again like a rap singer. At last, I woke up and looked at my wall clock, it was showing 6:30 am. “Mom…. Seriously”, I stared at her with anger. She looked at the clock like an innocent kid. “Oh sorry, I thought it was 7am”, she gave an Oscar worthy performance stating how the clock was 7 when she saw and had magically turned 6:30. She placed the brush in my hand and left to prepare lunch. “You deserve an Oscar”, I shook my head with disapproval and started my way to the wash-sink. Continue reading “Varsha: The Drama Begins”

Varsha: A Loving Couple


Please use the star ratings above to rate this story!

Click here to read all the parts of this story

Note: This story is contributed by our lovely reader, Lakshmi Seetha. We have not edited this story in any way. All rights for this story belong to the original author.

“Beep Beep…..Beep Beep” the alarm from my mobile was ringing as usual. Lying under piles of bed sheet, the alarm startled me for a second and I looked around frantically as if I had woken up from worst nightmare. Coming back to conscious, I laid back again breathing a sigh of relief.

Beside me, was my love Arun, who had a bizarre face expression, quickly covered the head under a pillow and started to mumble about the alarm.

z1.png

With much effort I slowly moved my hand out of the pile and started tapping the table in search of my phone. The tapings made my bangles clink which suddenly had a pounding on my heart upon hearing the sound. After multiple tapings, I grabbed my phone and looked at it, rubbing my eyes to check the time. My phone still beeping with alarm time showed “7:30 AM Sunday”, filling up my entire screen. It’s my usual alarm clock which I used for waking up during work days. Continue reading “Varsha: A Loving Couple”